Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me.
Theme by nostrich.
I’m a little surprise that its actually not that hard to get over you right now. Maybe I’m getting a little push from everyone.
I hate it when my mind floods with thoughts….and I can’t separate each one individually… I get so frustrated because I get lost…
“Turning Over A New Leaf”
We’re leaving everything behind and start new?We’re moving on? I won’t be mad, neither will you? and What I truly mean is letting go of each other and move along with others?You’ve been doing this for months. You’ve been moving along with everyone and leaving me behind, so why can’t you agree with words this time?
I understand that I usually make you feel bad, but you make me feel worse. I’m sorry.. I didn’t mean to hurt you. We’re the ones that should be blamed. We became too comfortable with the “comfortables”; meanwhile, it’s hard to be comfortable with the “uncomforables”.
I don’t mean to hurt you, I know you talk to other girls and crushing on them too, and I’m on that stage too now, I guess… The stage of “moving on”.I’m very terrified of letting you go, but you’ve been ignoring me and putting me to the side for these pass 10 months. I just want the best for us, but I don’t want you to be mad at me for moving on.You don’t treat me the way I’m supposed to be treated. We’ll leave everything behind and start new, and everything I gave you; you should just put it away.
I wrote you dozens of letters; you never wrote one back….
You always leave me confused and insecure…. I wonder how much I got to try to actually have you care about me….
You’ve changed. I have no rights to be mad and that is why I’m not. I just don’t know what to feel inside: Am I suppose to be happy that we’re both are moving on? Sad that our feelings no longer last? confused why I’m letting everything go? annoyed that you don’t care about me?…. I’ve been happy lately, but at the same time, I’m feeling empty because of you. Our friendship isn’t going to last and I know you know that too. You never meet me halfway, but it’s okay. Like you said, people come and go. I’ve been holding on to you for 10 months already, I guess that was a mistake.
If its not going to work now, it’s not going to work later.
I will admit that it hurts to be a failure. It does hurt to give up on you, especially our good moments. We didn’t intentionally build a relationship so high, just to watch it fall.
I’m sorry…
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Today I did this drawing for a friend, who wants to get this as a tattoo.
The concept of the image is from another tattoo she saw, but she wanted me to draw it.
Wasn’t really too difficult. I need to challenge myself more.. although I do, and then I fail ;_;
Source: psychicdisco
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